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they/them, 21. urban cryptid. occasional transgender. your source of mad what-if fanfic (and original story) content. i'm an author, sometime sketch artist, occasional poet, and digital photographer. i'm a sucker for a romance plot, i love things with magic and things with sci-fi (or even better, things with both) but not so much dystopia. i am seriously obsessed with genderbending characters, and also sjm fix-its. my chapters are too short and my word counts are too long.

i wrote an original space opera novella about a year back called these savage stars that you can find on ao3, i'll add a link to character bios and some stuff like that when i've imported it here from elsewhere.

i don't grant access on my journal because i don't lock anything so there's nothing to grant access *to.* i swear a lot, and i enjoy neither discourse nor puritanism. if i occasionally seem overly serious or intense, don't mind me: i just do be like that sometimes :)
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When the Lynxleys stole Agnes de Snake's plan for the Weather Walls, he iced over the Reptile District, burying it beneath three storeys of ice and snow. 

Comparisons can be drawn in this film with the Israeli paving over of settlements in the West Bank, and the building of New Delhi and Seattle on top of older versions of their respective cities, but to surprised, unsuspecting me, the most obvious connection is a real story of a park for the wealthy and privileged built atop the remains of a Black and Indigenous settlement in the largest city in America: Good Old New York.

In 1825, exactly two hundred years ago, Seneca Village was established as a settlement-slash-neighborhood by members of the wealthy Black community in New York, including the large AME Zion Church, who built a thriving community between 82 Street, 89th Street, 7th Avenue, and 8th Avenue. 

Are this time, the only path to voting rights (suffrage) was owning land, making the highly successful Seneca Village a crucial forward step for endangered and frequently disenfranchised Black Americans.

By the 1840s, Seneca Village was a majority Black community also including Irish, German, and Indigenous landowners, business owners, and tenants. There were three churches (two AME and one Catholic), one of the only integrated schools in the city, several cemeteries, and fresh water from a dammed spring that would eventually become the Jackie Kennedy Onassis Reservoir. Today, the Reservoir, located at what was once the northern edge of the town, is the only piece of Senenca Village remaining: the defunct Reptile District lighthouse, if you will. 

It's still unclear where Seneca Village derived its name. Some think it may have been an homage to the Seneca tribe, who still have territory further north in New York State at Salamanca. Some think it may have been a distorted form of the name of the country Senegal (which could have been a code word used by the Underground Railroad). It may even have been a reference to the Roman philosopher Lucius Annaeus Seneca, popular at the time among Black academics and activists.

At that time, members of the city's white upper crust decided they wanted a large park in Manhattan: something like London's Hyde and Regents Parks, so that they could walk and ride horses and compete with London for the title of Greatest City at the Centre of an Empire.

Jones's Wood was considered as a location, but wealthy white families doesn't want to give up their lands. After an attempted acquisition was blocked by injunction, the board of commissioners turned their sights on Seneca Village and a nearby tract of land already called Central Park. 

Seneca Village was decried in the press and by advocates of the Central Park construction as a “shantytown” full of run-down shacks, barefoot naked children, criminals, and illegal squatters: blatant, obvious lies basically describing it as a homeless encampment. The people of New York who had never had cause to actually visit Seneca Village sucked it right up, and in 1855, the the city began to clear the neighborhood out as if it was one. 

Residents were offered money for their lands, sometimes even a lot of money (one man was paid $2,335 for his lands, nearly $90,000 dollars in today's money), leased the lands back, and enforced obscure, nitpicky regulations to evict anyone they could from the community. Residents fought back, waging a battle in courts, town halls, and newspapers, that lasted until sometime in the summer of 1856, when final evictions were issued and the denizens of Seneca Village were forcibly cleared from the land. They dispersed throughout the city, and its memory and name were buried by the Mayor with its buildings under soil and green grass and neatly manicured pathways.

Only in the 1970s was the village rediscovered by historian and author Peter Salwen (potentially the NYC artist of the same name, but likely unrelated), who noticed discrepancies in some maps, did a little digging, and brought the settlement back into the light in his 1989 publication Upper West Side Story: A History and Guide. Other historians seized on the information and in 1992 Roy Rozenweig and Elizabeth Blackmar released The Park and the People: A History of Central Park, delving deep into the stories of Seneca Village and other communities that once stood where Central Park is now. The Village became the subject of a 1997 Historical Society exhibition, and a year later a historical project was formed that became the Institute for the Exploration of Seneca Village History. Three years later, a plaque was unveiled commemorating the site, and in 2019, plans were underway for a statue in memory of one of the neighborhood's wealthy Black families, while an outdoor exhibit called “Discover Seneca Village” opened. Originally only slated to run for a year, it has remained open much longer due to popularity. 

I remember when the exhibit opened: it came across my news feed while I was a fifteen year old high school student, and I dug deep into the story of the village and the existing resources and history available, searching up maps and photographs and names. In my own town in the 1960s, several blocks of homes in a vibrant Black community were evacuated on short notice and then burned, with left-behind furniture and appliances still inside, in the name of “urban renewal”. The fires burned for weeks, keeping nearby community residents awake into the night and stinking of noxious fumes. They made way for a trucking warehouse and a number of strip malls. At least 75% of that space that was once family homes and beautiful trees is now parking lots. 

Turns out when they pave Paradise, it's usually the Black neighborhoods that get paved.
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what i've finished: well, it wasn't finished, but the secret history did go back to the library. i will be either borrowing it again or getting my own copy though. i need to know how it ends out. also, this fascinating article on how depression hibernation and bedrotting have become not only mainstream and normalized, but how it's feeding into the loneliness epidemic and making mental health overarchingly worse.

what i'm reading: still plugging away at clockwork angel. i wanna finish this series so i can dig into mdzs, since i started it a while ago and was forced to dnf because i was too fucking busy :(

what's nextmdzs! and one of my own fanfics, because those need some love too. and maybe dance of anger, depending.

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in other news . . . i moved. to canada. i have housing, renting from a very lovely Iranian lady near a major shopping district that . . . mostly just looks like a massive parking lot. i have food to eat and a social insurance number and a cooking pot, and my id is coming. i took today off but tomorrow i'm gonna try for a library card and maybe stop by the working centre and set up an appointment. i know for sure i'm almost definitely not canvassing for places i could work down at the shopping centre, it's all big-chain retail which is the one thing i can't do (disability reasons, among others).
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what i finished recently: the leftovers by my friends frida and auru. the fic itself isn't finished, it has one more chapter to go, but it is good. painful and good. 

what i'm reading right now: i'm currently double-timing clockwork angel by cassandra clare (tid how i have missed you) and the secret history by donna tartt (of course). more on tsh when i finish it or it has to go back to the library, whichever happens first. 

so what's next? one of my own fanfics! prince at odds, which comes out of a bit my gf and i are doing. my own work needs some love too 🥺

Nov. 25th, 2025 06:15 pm
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So today I had my final volunteer shift at the Mt. Jackson library—probably my final time in Mt. Jackson as a whole before I move. They were putting up the Christmas decorations, so I spent most of my shift decorating the tree. I'm very proud of my work and got several compliments on it so that felt really good 😊 That being said it also left me really exhausted. I'm going to miss this—I hope there's another library position, paid or volunteer, somewhere in my future. And I hope I'll be able to visit this library again.

Nov. 24th, 2025 01:44 pm
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so we've wound up in a real dive of a diner for lunch today, the kind that makes you worry about what the kitchen looks like. we're on the way to the next town over so dad can get a card from his insurance people in case he needs to call them. i keep waiting for a couple of thugs to come in here and ask how much they need to pay me to get me to solve a mystery

Nov. 24th, 2025 01:31 pm
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further note: my hair is now long enough that i don't need a crap ton of black clips! it's almost long enough for me to get all of the side pieces back into the ponytail/bun! i bet by this time next month it'll all go back in on its own

Nov. 24th, 2025 01:14 pm
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so i went to the bank today for possibly the last time in person before i go north :( i wore the coat i got from my friend and neither of us apparently were aware of how badly the cuffs were flaking and i got fake leather all over the floor and the counter at the bank 😭 fortunately the people there weren't mad at me

in other news, my digital tarot today was really providentially accurate . . . so i'm curious if physical cards will corroborate when i can get to them 👀

Nov. 24th, 2025 12:26 pm
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so i'm debating changing my dreamwidth theme, since a) i have a physical keyboard for my phone that makes using the site way easier and b) since i am moving, i'm gonna be posting more frequently as a part of that. more on that later. but anyway. thoughts? keep the old deep red theme, or do we like something new?
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Okay so I've decided to start kind of messing with using the voice to text option on my phone and writing stuff down that way in particularly doing my like novel and fanfiction writing via the voice to text and like it's kind of weird and janky so I wouldn't use it for like writing a text message or writing like a dm but for posts and for like journal entries and stuff it's good and for writing like it comes out janky but like I can edit it and it makes sense once I edit it and…I don't know it, it feels like my thoughts come out like clearer and better and like more faster when I do that like they just flow. I just—my ideas just come more naturally when I just talk them out instead of like trying to…I don't know, instead of writing them down on paper. They come more naturally when I talk them out, when I say it out loud. And so, I don't know, I think I'm going to keep using it. I'm going to keep experimenting with it when I'm like not in public where I need to be quiet and write things down because nobody wants to overhear me talking about murder because I'm writing a murder mystery and so my characters are talking about it. But when I'm not in public I can do that so I’m gonna keep doing it.

Aug. 8th, 2025 03:38 pm
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Hello feral opossum fall! We're in the middle of a wild week of it this week, both personally, astrologically, meteorologically and also pagan-ically speaking, with ludnasdagh and a full moon respectively bracketing a span characterized by a drop in temperatures, forest fire smoke sweeping the mountains (blech), and wonderfully cloudy skies.

It's been a crazy week for me on a personal level, I need to do some serious luck spells or refresh wards or something, I relocated my prayer scroll but my saint medallion is now missing, I had werewolf week come on during the leadup to the full moon, and i finally got my house moved where it needs to be, i had a money spell work out really fucking well, i cracked my phone screen, Amazon is a bastard, and my boyfriend just accidentally hurt me pretty bad. We've had the kind of weather the Cailleach and Mokosh would both really love, I figured out how to make an absolutely amazing mental health tisane, I found my rings again, I can wear my leather jacket, and my scarf knitting project is almost done!

I haven't really been into astrology before, I'm very wary of it because it has a lot of devotees that put up a lot of red flags for me, but recently I've been getting into Valkyrja Vörður and she's been really drawing me in with her far more analytical and transparent approach to the practice . . . just in time for her to tell us about the astrology chaos happening this week hahaha 😆


Jul. 30th, 2025 07:23 pm
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i missed writing jonmina
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what i'm reading: (re)reading prince and assassin again because my brain's fried :)

what i just finished: city of bones by cassandra clare!

what's next: more the mortal instruments, i haven't touched the rest of the series in An Atomic Age and i need to for this fic i'm writing.

it has been. fuck. an atomic age since i've been on dreamwidth. good lord. i am so tired and brain-fried and just cannot make the kinds of long posts this site asks for of my mind which is sad because i have so much for y'all to tell you 😭
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what i just finished: the last hours books 1 and 2 (chain of gold and chain of iron). i hate the third book so i refuse to reread it but the first two in the series are darlings of my heart. also the rest of perilous courts. i've never been a big fan of prince of agony, i like it just fine but its ending and its smut scenes both feel . . . unsatisfying compared to the rest of the series? i understand why she made the choices that she made but it felt like it needed to be longer, and personally i would've liked it to be a little less closed door.

what i'm reading now: the mortal instruments book one (city of bones). i'm going back slowly through all my favorite shadowhunters books :)

what's next: the rest of the mortal instruments, and the infernal devices. i miss those books so bad so i need to reread them again. after that? dracula. i need to catch up with dracula daily and besides, it's just a good book in its own right. i've never been able to finish it but i shall keep trying if it kills me. and then i shall finish elizabeth kostova's the historian, even if i have to do it as a ghost.
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i don't know if that nightmare i had yesterday was a heat-induced stress dream or a warning so i'm getting out *both* the liquid iv and the spellbook

science brain says even if the latter eventually turns out to be an irrational impossibility, placebo effect is still a wonderful thing

speaking of, there is no better feeling than asking the goddesses about your situation and basically being told "girl (gn), you're fucking badass and you have it handled and we have your back"


Jun. 14th, 2025 11:05 pm
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oh i have to tell you about this: i swear there's a guy that looks just like jace herondale that works at a coffee shop up in the way to the ren faire. it's not just that he's blond and hazel eyed, he's the right kind of olive and the right kind of skinny with the right kind of face structure. and he was wearing (definitely deliberately) mismatching silver hoop earrings. the only difference is he isn't naturally blond.


Jun. 14th, 2025 10:22 pm
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hi. it's been an atomic age. i feel kinda like i'm finally coming out of my weird burnout i've been in for the last couple of weeks but i don't want to jinx it
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spent yesterday evening doing "pleather care" on my new (to me) corset (aka it's secondhand and old so the black vinyl or whatever started flaking and peeling so i covered it up with black duct tape so it doesn't get pleather scraps everywhere).

this morning was spent then finally doing boot care on the knee-highs i bought last weekend, before heading off to my introductory private investigator training. first i glued the screws for the buttons so they don't pop off at random (there's one that wants to keep doing it even with the glue on and i'm currently clamping it with my fingers) and then i switched out the laces the boots came with for ones that aren't as obnoxiously long. i taped some orthotics into them, and quickly discovered i had put them in the wrong shoes so i had to take them back out and put them in the right way 😂 they seem to be good now though. on to the second stage of breaking in: doing it with the insoles in them. once that one stubborn button is properly attached, it's off to the bank, come home to eat something real quick, and then on to my appointment! needless to say i am very glad to have spent yesterday sleeping.

Jun. 2nd, 2025 08:04 pm
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i didn't realize how bad the crash from the last week+weekends was gonna be 😭 i really need to be recalibrated 

Jun. 2nd, 2025 12:36 pm
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i don't want to make suicide jokes because those are bad for you and i don't want to make lobotomy jokes becaue those can be insensitive so i've started saying "i need to be recalibrated" every time i fuck up or feel awful because it's hilarious because unless we're implying i'm a robot what the fuck does it even mean


Jun. 2nd, 2025 12:31 pm
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just referred to the process of feeling out someone's vibes to see if you'd be compatible for dating as "the personality-sniffing dance". i need to be recalibrated.


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